Wanted: Personal Therapist (unpaid position)

I know people want to help, but I don't talk to them for a reason.

I wish I could find somebody I could talk to who wouldn't judge me, who would support me no matter what I'm going through, who would actively listen to me without preaching in response, and who could approach me and ask "How are you doing?" before I even got a chance to tell them something's wrong.

I actually feel like there are many people like that out there. I am one of them. There has to be others.

But why can't I find them?